What matters is...!!

“Its important to add purpose to life rather an adopted lifestyle.”


All of us have a place in history and what place you occupy there, that doesn’t really matters, at least not to you.What matters is even if we all are in the gutter, who is looking at the stars. All of us have good intentions, but what matters is who dares to put some action into it. Its not about taking life too seriously,anyway you will never get out of it alive, but what matters is what dream you have left undone when you coming out of it. .When I look around i find every one, so busy in building his/her career, so I thought to do  something different. I thought lets build a meaningful life rather than a career. Memories make life meaningful, so I got to have more of them. You make memories when you do something different, I know this because, whether I go to office for one day or one year, memories are always the same. So I stepped out and I feel like standing at a place where there is no heaven above and no hell below, Its only sky out there to fly.

I have read a phrase that says “People have struggled for the benefits of others, you can struggle at least for your own benefit”, but what I learnt is in last one year, There is no Struggle, Its only Passion and that passion gives you strength to be destroyed but not to be defeated. You are working and If you can’t think where will be you after next few years,then you doing good because expected things are always taken for granted,So be unpredictable, be an unanswered question because question usually looses its importance, when it meets its answer. Roads are always rough on high mountains, When you are doing something extra ordinary, you’ll always be in a Storm but what matters is never go to bed mad. Stay up and fight. “And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain.When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

What I learnt is, Its never too late and specially, Its never too early because a year from now you may wish you had started today and the situation you are into today is only going to get deeper and deeper.So, add a purpose to life, and don’t let the fear of failure or charm of success be the reason to do it, let there be a purpose behind that not the reason. There will be a beginning that will lead you to Happiness and that happiness will not be the absence of problems, it will the ability to deal with them. The problems will never be people or situation, It’ll always be the lack of belief within yourself . I am blessed with good people who believes in me but what matters is how strongly I believe on myself. And lastly, I wasn’t a prince by birth but what matters is, I’ll be a KING by death.


A Step


"My interest is in the future, because I'm going to spend the rest of my life there."

My last blog, A decision. An idea turned out into a decision. I don't write quite often now. I do when i think that this is the time to summarize the last span of my life, i just spent. It was an important one. I think i have made the last span count and memorable.When I look around i find every one is so busy in building his/her career, so i thought to do  something different. I thought lets build a meaningful life rather than a career. Memories make life meaningful, so i thought to have more of them. You make memories when you do something different, I know this because, whether i go to office for one day or one year, memories will remain the same. I believe that, In our life we get at least one chance to achieve what we dream and desire for. So without thinking too much, I stepped out of my comfort and dreams to taste the real world.I feel like standing at a place where there is no heaven above and no hell below, Its only sky out there.

Its hard if we think and easy if we try. So i thought to keep it simple and easy.It was a time to take a step.I was not in a position to explain it to any one, what i am going to do? why am i doing this? how it will look like? How it'll benefit me? Am i planning to quit my job? Will i be able to generate money by this? what if it fails? what if i fail? Whose idea is this? How will you do that? Are you serious? Is this what you came here for? I was busy making my choices as php over java, mysql over oracle, linux over windows. So didn't care about these questions.I just kept quite with focus on what my thoughts will get form into. I Dream big and dare to fail. Nothing left to care about.

I started building my dream. There were fights to be fought and still there are many left out.People fight either for survival or success.I am fighting for success and my definition of success is my peace of mind which is a direct result of self-satisfaction in knowing, I did my best to become the best I am capable of becoming. I want to give this world a reason to find me out and say, Good job. The memorable journey has begun,I am adding miles and miles in it and adding people as well. All I want to say at the end, "It was fun."

A decision


“A ship is always safe at the shore - but that is NOT what it is built for.” 

I don't know who said this line but i know what it means.I have always been talking about what i don't want to do with my life but am I clear with what i really want to do with my life? Now, i am. Delhi is just like any other busy city. I can't expect Delhi or any other person to turn my dreams into reality. I can easily settle down into my comforts trying to maintain a high living standard irrespective of my pay and complaining about the situation of either mine or of the city or of the country. I can sit down and carry on with the comparison between what i wanted and what i got in my life. No one is going to come and tell me that dude, your life isn't over yet. Its never late and time is just an excuse that we always give to hide our disability to get something we want. I belong to only myself so do my dream. 

I am carrying A thought, A change and An idea. I decided to work over my idea, my dream. I know, I am going to enjoy it because that's all i wanted to do. So i choose to measure myself once again.I need to know whether i can only write about my dreams on blogs or i am capable enough to achieve it. I want myself to be irreplaceable at least in my life. May be i'll fall down may be i'll fall down hardly, but i know that i never stopped my game in between since childhood,I'll finish it my way.Just One rule, "Fly,Run,walk or crawl but keep moving". 

It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else and i know that but I have faith on my dream, I just need to be possibilistic rather being optimistic to make right decisions. Its all about how badly you need something in your life, Its all about how persistent you can be in your efforts and its all about your love and respect for your dream, for your decision and for your life. Do believe me, try your self at least once with all power you got inside to achieve what you want in your life, because life doesn't give second chance to every one. Think twice, Try Once...!!

A thought


“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.”


I don't know who said this line but here sitting in my company cafeteria, i am thinking of it and asking few questions to myself.Now, its been three days, i am in Delhi. I can think of a very safe and secure career for me like here every one else does.Whether you ask for it or not, in IT industry people do give same advise every where, "Work hard for first 3-4 years of your career", but what after that..?? I guess we'll be very much used to of doing the same.

When I think of my future, i don't see that i can make much changes in my life now. Working for nine hours a day, going back to room or may be to home, washing clothes on one weekend, going out on another. I can forecast my self paying EMIs for car or may be for house or may be for both but that too not of my choice.I don't want my life to be spent around handling bank statements, thinking about next job switch and applying appraisals. I don't want to address my  home as 127.0.0.1 after few years. I don't want to include my self among those software engineers who kick hardware when a software stops working. I don't want to pack my life inside a  tar,war or jar file.

We have been taught to work for better future but no one was there to tell that when that future is going to turn into present. Work hard in schools to get into a good college. Work hard in college to get into a good company. Work hard in company to get what..??  and about the work, the work i do in my company, i could have easily doing the same after my schools with a training of two months or may be three and believe me, If Java had true garbage collection, my project would have been deleted by itself upon the very first execution.

Where ever i will go, here i have to walk on a way built by someone else and that person won't care if your code works on your machine but not on his.I don't find my cubical wider enough and I don't want to sing this song my all life.

   "99 little bugs in the code,
   99 little bugs in the code,
   fix one bug, compile it again,
   101 little bugs in the code.
   101 little bugs in the code...."

A change



“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.”

I don't know who said this line, but its good to know that people can relate things so well. In my life, i like to relate things rather than comparing things. Now when i relate my life, i don't find much similarity in my life with what it was few months back. A huge college group shattered into just three room-mates. Now there is no hostel to enjoy,no mess table for discussion, no classes to bunk.we can't blame any more to lab equipment for the failure of a java program execution.

"Your choice is your half chance" and We are here by our choice. Its 9:30 AM, I found myself very neutral  Standing in the National Capital with two of my best friends, rajesh and deepak. We have always been a very good support for each other. After a long day journey and with a good amount of luggage we 3 idiots are here in Delhi, yeah 3 idiots, thats what we used to be called by our batch. But now there is no one to call us by that.

I count my college days as a long holiday, so now i need to make myself realize that boss holidays are over, get back to school. We made our self settled at a friend's place. Name is Mukesh, a good soul and a cool human.We have shifted our self completely to a new city and it never bothered us, just because we have a good friend here or its something else. In any ways I know that friends make things much easier for you.

No city is perfect and neither any city denies to accept you when you reach to it.I have been to Delhi earlier but i always came with a return ticket into my pocket. With the sunshine and pleasant air of this city a careless college boy have to turn into a professional rather i'll say a formal guy who already told his dad not to send money to him anymore. So things are serious, so am i. Next morning, I was again wearing the same thing that I hate most, "Formals" but started new phase of my life with three magical words "Bring it on..!!".

I know i got enough strength to face, to live and to compete with this city but i got two things to care about now, residing inside me, an idea and a change that may lead me to somewhere very close to where i want to see myself.



An idea


I was in Hyderabad. Just completed my Masters and started my career with some hopes and faith to grow that too in IT.16 July, 2012, I started my career with a very reputed Indian IT company and Since i was among the toppers of my training batch of around 200 people,I got the opportunity to choose my stream that was an obvious decision in face of java, not because i was good in it, just because  i was familiar with it.After a week passed, I came to know that i have been allocated to Delhi as per my given preferences.

"A very good beginning means half of the things are done", I don't know who said this but I was taking this to my concern,as it was a very good beginning of my career. Three weeks passed, I was leading a team of seven, though I never wanted this, but no one asked me.A month passed,Every thing was going smooth. It was Aug 31, 2012.It doesn't matter how much you earn but the feeling for the first earned money stays same for everyone.yes, I got my first salary. So much of dreams are to be fulfilled but kept on hold as my Debit card got blocked as i have not initiated some confirmation process.

Bunch of new friends, half of them were good and rest were very good.Friends, work, university, Home, company, weekends, java, project, team outings and so on, among all these one common thing resides in my mind as it links to me somewhere. It was an idea, till that time it was at its scratch. Udit seeded this idea to my mind. He wanted me to think about it.He was one of my best friend working in an IT company in New Delhi.He was also one of the reason, I opted Delhi as my work location.

About this idea, It somewhere relate itself to our own education system. Schools are on hit, i guess. obviously school days are the best part of every one's life.All of us carries good memories,thoughts and friends to our life ahead from school days. So for me, its quite hard to think that where were we lacking in our education system.

Things were going quite perfect. I have completed my three months training and all set to leave for Delhi but i was leaving Hyderabad. Whoever you are, Hyderabad will leave an impact if you come closer to it. An awesome and decent place to live your life. Oct 14, 2012, I started for Delhi and came out of city of pearls.